Chapter 1 Section 3 & 4

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1.3) REALISM (Libra)
Others, too, start from the same point of view in combating the concept of free will. The germs of all the relevant arguments are to be found as early as Spinoza. All that he brought forward in clear and simple language against the idea of freedom has since been repeated times without number, but as a rule enveloped in the most hair-splitting theoretical doctrines, so that it is difficult to recognize the straightforward train of thought which is all that matters. Spinoza writes in a letter of October or November, 1674, “I call a thing free which exists and acts from the pure necessity of its nature, and I call that unfree, of which the being and action are precisely and fixedly determined by something else. Thus, for example, God, though necessary, is free because he exists only through the necessity of his own nature. Similarly, God cognizes himself and all else freely, because it follows solely from the necessity of his nature that he cognizes all. You see, therefore, that for me freedom consists not in free decision, but in free necessity..

[3] “But let us come down to created things which are all determined by external causes to exist and to act in a fixed and definite manner. To perceive this more clearly, let us imagine a perfectly simple case. A stone, for example, receives from an external cause acting upon it a certain quantity of motion, by reason of which it necessarily continues to move, after the impact of the external cause has ceased. The continued motion of the stone is due to compulsion, not to the necessity of its own nature, because it requires to be defined by the thrust of an external cause. What is true here for the stone is true also for every other particular thing, however complicated and many-sided it may be, namely, that everything is necessarily determined by external causes to exist and to act in a fixed and definite manner.

[4] "Now, please, suppose that this stone during its motion thinks and knows that it is striving to the best of its ability to continue in motion. This stone, which is conscious only of its striving and is by no means indifferent, will believe that it is absolutely free, and that it continues in motion for no other reason than its own will to continue. But this is just the human freedom that everybody claims to possess and which consists in nothing but this, that men are conscious of their desires, but ignorant of the causes by which they are determined. Thus the child believes that he desires milk of his own free will, the angry boy regards his desire for vengeance as free, and the coward his desire for flight. Again, the drunken man believes that he says of his own free will what, sober again, he would fain have left unsaid, and as this prejudice is innate in all men, it is difficult to free oneself from it. For, although experience teaches us often enough that man least of all can temper his desires, and that, moved by conflicting passions, he sees the better and pursues the worse, yet he considers himself free because there are some things which he desires less strongly, and some desires which he can easily inhibit through the recollection of something else which it is often possible to recall."

[5] Because this view is so clearly and definitely expressed it is easy to detect the fundamental error that it contains. The same necessity by which a stone makes a definite movement as the result of an impact, is said to compel a man to carry out an action when impelled thereto by any reason. It is only because man is conscious of his action that he thinks himself to be its originator. But in doing so he overlooks the fact that he is driven by a cause which he cannot help obeying. The error in this train of thought is soon discovered. Spinoza, and all who think like him, overlook the fact that man not only is conscious of his action, but also may become conscious of the causes which guide him. Nobody will deny that the child is unfree when he desires milk, or the drunken man when he says things which he later regrets. Neither knows anything of the causes, working in the depths of their organisms, which exercise irresistible control over them. But is it justifiable to lump together actions of this kind with those in which a man is conscious not only of his actions but also of the reasons which cause him to act? Are the actions of men really all of one kind? Should the act of a soldier on the field of battle, of the scientific researcher in his laboratory, of the statesman in the most complicated diplomatic negotiations, be placed scientifically on the same level with that of the child when it desires milk: It is no doubt true that it is best to seek the solution of a problem where the conditions are simplest. But inability to discriminate has before now caused endless confusion. There is, after all, a profound difference between knowing why I am acting and not knowing it. At first sight this seems a self-evident truth. And yet the opponents of freedom never ask themselves whether a motive of action which I recognize and see through, is to be regarded as compulsory for me in the same sense as the organic process which causes the child to cry for milk.

Topic: Freedom To Act From Our Own Nature
  • Freedom is to exist and act from the pure necessity of our own nature.
  • Freedom consists not in free decision, but in free necessity.
  • In opposition to freedom is the view of Spinoza that everything is necessarily determined by external causes to exist and act in a fixed and definite manner, however complicated and many-sided this may be.
  • Spinoza says the claim of freedom is false resulting from being ignorant of the causes that determine action.
  • But this view in opposition to freedom does not take into consideration that we may become conscious of the reasons that cause us to act. There is a difference between knowing why I am acting and not knowing it.
Note: Free necessity implies that a thing is what it is; it has the elements essential to its specific nature. A necessary being produces but is not produced, it's existence is it's own essence and nature. Other things are contingent, their existence is given to them by an external cause.

Question:
What external causes are you aware of that are a compelling influence on you to exist and act in a fixed manner?

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1.4) IDEALISM (Aries)
[6] Eduard von Hartmann asserts that the human will depends on two chief factors, the motives and the character. If one regards men as all alike, or at any rate the differences between them as negligible, then their will appears as determined from without, that is to say, by the circumstances which come to meet them. But if one bears in mind that a man adopts an idea, or mental picture, as the motive of his action only if his character is such that this mental picture arouses a desire in him, then he appears as determined from within and not from without. Now because, in accordance with his character, he must first adopt as a motive a mental picture given to him from without, a man believes he is free, that is, independent of external impulses. The truth, however, according to Eduard von Hartmann, is that,

“even though we ourselves first adopt a mental picture as a motive, we do so not arbitrarily, but according to the necessity of our characterological disposition, that is, we are anything but free."

Here again the difference between motives which I allow to influence me only after I have permeated them with my consciousness, and those which I follow without any clear knowledge of them, is absolutely ignored.

Topic: Freedom From External Impulses
  • The human will depends on two chief factors, the motives and the character.
  • An idea given from outside is made into a motive only if it is in accord with one's character.
  • According to Eduard Von Hartman we are anything but free because we make a mental picture into a motive according to the necessity of our characterological disposition.
  • What is completely ignored by Von Hartman's view opposed to freedom is the difference between motives allowed to influence only after being permeated by consciousness and motives followed without having clear knowledge of them.
Question: How does an idea given from the outside become our own?

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Four views of freedom

Over the last two years I've enjoyed looking at the structure of POF through the lens of Tom's systematic study of the book. One of the facets he pointed out is that the first four sections of each chapter give expression to what can be seen as four basic points of view regarding the question posed in the introduction.

In Chapter One, sections 1.1--1.4, four different characters express their views about whether freedom is possible for human beings. In 1.1, the idea of "freedom of indifferent choice" is dismissed by Strauss, on the grounds that every choice between two possible courses of action is due to a perfectly definite reason, and therefore can't possibly be indifferent. In 1.2, the dogma of free will, that we're free to desire or not to desire, is rebutted by Spencer, who cites the scientific analysis of consciousness as ample proof to the contrary.

In 1.3, Spinoza distinguishes beings who are able to act freely out of the necessity of their own nature, from those whose actions are necessitated by external forces. Only God acts out of the necessity of his own nature; the rest of us are compelled by external forces, no matter whether we think we're carrying out our own desires or not. If our desires happen to coincide with what we're being compelled to do, we have the illusion of freedom.

In 1.4, von Hartmann demolishes the idea that we're free to create our own motive out of whatever mental picture arouses our desire, by pointing out that our characterological disposition, determined by forces beyond our control, necessitates those desires. So in a way he says, unlike Spinoza, that human beings also act out of the necessity of their own nature, but that necessity is not freedom.

In an earlier study group, Tom asked, which of these four main points of view do we feel most at home with? Freedom of indifferent choice, freedom of desire, freedom of putting ourselves in line with what we're being compelled to do by external forces, freedom of expressing our own character in our choice of motives? Back then, I realized that of the four, I'd choose "freedom of desire." I realized that in a certain way I don't really care why I want to study POF; I just want to, and that's enough. So I suppose that's being willing to accept desire, or affinity, as the origination point of an action.

This puts me in opposition to Spencer, who demands that,in the scientific spirit, we analyze our own consciousness and realize that we don't have any choice in what we desire. So one of my self-chosen duties, as Joel puts it, in studying POF is to take up Spencer's challenge.

Physical, Social, and Spiritual Nature

1-3 The continued motion of the stone is due to compulsion, not to the necessity of its own nature, because it requires to be defined by the thrust of an external cause.

Section 1-3 is very rich with topics to write about. It examines human nature. Freedom is to exist and act from the pure necessity of our nature. God is considered free as he (his nature) was not created by external things. So if we apply that to ourselves; can our nature originate within ourselves and not be created by external things? Do we have a pure nature that is uniquely our own? We have a physical nature that makes sure our physical needs are met. We have a social nature that makes sure we obey the rules of society. Do we have a uniquely individual nature from which we only obey our own spirit, a spiritual nature?

Our nature consists of physical urges, social conditioning and also those intuitive ideas that have built up what is individual in us. At dinner time nature urges me to eat, society urges me to eat with proper manners, and a moral impulse which I originated urges me to eat with health consciousness. Each of these urge behavior. My moral impulse needs continuous renewal to maintain the upper hand. How strong I am in living in my individual spiritual nature and carrying out my moral impulses depends on how well my capacity for intuition is working that day, how awake and aware I am that day.

To the extent my individual moral content expresses itself in action is the degree of morality in my life and called “ethical individualism” in section 9-7. When the natural urges and external conditioning which has built up our nature are expressed this would not be considered moral conduct according to this standard. But we can take up ethics given by society into our own intuition and make them our own. They would then become part of our individual nature.

How do we know if it is an intuitively inspired act or just an effort to be socially “proper”? We would need to examine the deed and discover the purely individual intuition that was the primary motivation. This requires honesty as it is a common practice to make up moral justifications for behavior compelled by our lower nature. If I go back and examine why I am writing this post this Saturday morning rather than working on a list of business and household responsibilities I can recognize the ideal impulse that was decisive over my other choices. It occurred in this instance spontaneously while sitting down to dutifully do something else. After examining the motive behind the impulse I recognized the intuitive ideal. Now an ideal impulse urges me to wrap this up and go back to my chores which are important also.

The forces that operate on

The forces that operate on us and cause us to become 'Spinoza's Stone' are manifold. Speaking as someone who has battled with what are officially thought of as 'mental health issues'the struggle with many forces that render me unfree feel, at times, profoundly difficult. Clearly, we do not all carry the same burden in this respect; for some the forces are less crushing than others. I f we look clearly at this aspect of life we can see that, in extreme cases,the forces operating on people crush them entirely, render them numb or send them to sleep on the spiritual plane. It varies massively from individual to individual. The sad thing is that life would have such an enhanced meaning if we could see that to help each other in this respect as the main purpose of living would, in itself, be a long way on the road to healing.

Hope


Being separated from our spiritual nature through domination by internal compulsions or external authority robs us of our dignity as human beings. Loosing hope can lead to suicide. I had a close friend who suffered at a level I can’t comprehend from internal demons with courage I also can’t comprehend. I don’t know if a day goes by where I don’t think of the tragedy of human suppression. How can you not from listening to the news alone? The battle for human healing is fought by many sides based upon many philosophy's. I support it all. My feeling is that The Philosophy of Freedom should have a significant place in this battle for freedom but it has not, in a direct way, as it is for the most part an unknown book.

Dusty copies in obscure book stores aren’t very effective. Steiner’s view of the free human being has a role to play among the others in this individual and world drama. I think it is a unique view in how it integrates the diversity of philosophy's into an all inclusive whole. I have not found this anywhere else. It also brings a greater consciousness to what we may already be experiencing in a way I haven't seen elsewhere. In addition it provides an actual training for intuitive development through the spiritual practice of study resulting from it's unique composition of thoughts.

In this section it talks of the conflicting passions that battle within us and gives some advice for when we may lack a strong enough moral impulse. It is possible to inhibit unwanted desire through the recollection of something else.

1-3 For, although experience teaches us often enough that man least of all can temper his desires, and that, moved by conflicting passions, he sees the better and pursues the worse, yet he considers himself free because there are some things which he desires less strongly, and some desires which he can easily inhibit through the recollection of something else which it is often possible to recall.

When I am feeling less than inspired to work for what I consider the good I sometimes recall the suffering of my friend as a means to inhibit desires I consider frivolous.

Sometimes freedom seems a far off ideal. Barack Obama has become a phenomenon in US politics for speaking of hope to replace today’s cynicism. Some question if he has the content to back up the speech. The Philosophy of Freedom has the content but needs more speakers. Those striving for it's realization in themselves and others are a beacon of hope for everyone in the world regardless of present condition.

I always thought that

I always thought that sentence in 1.3 had something in it that I wasn't seeing:

"For, although experience teaches us often enough that man least of all can temper his desires, and that, moved by conflicting passions, he sees the better and pursues the worse, yet he considers himself free because there are some things which he desires less strongly, and some desires which he can easily inhibit through the recollection of something else which it is often possible to recall."

Thanks for pointing out once again the instructional aspect of POF. It has made a lot of difference to me in my studies! The next time I do this (recollect something else in order to inhibit a desire) I'm going to be aware of it!

Simon, this is a very

Simon, this is a very beautiful thing that you have said, that to help each other stand up to these crushing forces is the main purpose of living! It hasn't exactly been my purpose so far, but I'm going to think about whether it could be now, especially regarding my family.

Mathematism and Rationalism in the Retort

To start with, a question as an aside - In terms of the twelve world views, don't Spinoza's views as expressed here contain quite a bit of Mathematism but especially Rationalism? Apologies if I haven't quite understood these things, they are still new to me.

More importantly, this passage is placing what seems to me to be still a very common way of thinking about the world into the chemist's retort, as it were, and exposing it to the warmth and light of clear and practical thinking.

Today, the attitude of mind and soul applied to study of astronomical phenomena, particle physics etc., is still basically the attitude expressed here: we think of the world as composed of a collection of more or less discrete entities subjected to external forces evolving in time in accordance with strict mathematical laws. Even the revolutionary developments in the last hundred years of quantum physics, field theories, relativity, chaos theory etc. have not really yet stopped most people, including scientists, from adopting this as their fundamental starting point when thinking of physical phenomena.

When we study something like a stone moving in the earth's gravitational field, this approach finds its justification in the fact that we can calculate the parabolic form of the stone's trajectory and confirm that our observations of the stone match our predictions.

However, it is all too common that when we approach the phenomena of human behaviour from the point of view of present-day consciousness, we possess nothing in our intellectual armoury, as it were, that enables us to view these phenomena with comparable clarity.

As a result, we are all-too-inclined to apply a rather lazy approach (and one that, from my recollection, is all too frequently encouraged, labelled as brilliance and rewarded in academic circles) - working by analogy using an example from a field where this clarity of thought exists.

In the case of the thoughts under consideration here, as in many other similar cases, an immense and completely unjustified leap is made in thinking - from stones to human beings - and sweeping, unjustified assertions are made while the fact that we have, in the space of one paragraph, leapt from a realm where we can have comparative certainty (i.e. the movement of a stone thrown through the air) to one where no such certainty exists, at least to begin with, is hidden from view.

Does all of this sound too theoretical? Just listen to scientists, politicians, commentators, academics, experts of various kinds holding forth on any topic to do with human behaviour: global warming, the economy, health etc. Doesn't the way human beings are spoken of in many cases have much more in common with Spinoza's stone than what we know from every day life as the real human being?

Or take any of the multitude of theories advanced over the last hundred or more years to explain human beings: Richard Dawkins' assertion that all of life is simply a manifestation of the "selfish gene", Freud's assertion that all of human behaviour is controlled by repressed unconscious urges, Skinner's claim that all of human behaviour is controlled by Pavlovian "carrot and stick" conditioning and so on.

Do we really believe that the certain knowledge and application of ONLY chemical laws will enable us to improve community health, prevent undesirable behaviour in human beings and so on? Or that the application of ONLY economic thinking in the right way will increase human prosperity and happiness? or... the examples go on.

Surely we need to start, as Steiner does here, with the real phenomena we are interested in: human deeds. As soon as this is done, the absurdity of Spinoza's approach becomes apparent.

The Realism of 1-3


I enjoy reading your posts Tim and Simon. Thanks for sharing your views.

In regard to your question about views Tim, you can always find sentences that could indicate other world-outlooks in a section. The key is to recognize the context within the whole chapter and the main point of the view. When that is recognized what seems as other points of view are used in a way to support the main view.

Each of the 12 world-outlook sections in Chapter 1 express a different perspective on the question of freedom. The determining factor in 1-3 according to Spinoza is the external cause.

Spinoza’s main argument against freedom is:
But let us come down to created things which are all determined by external causes to exist and to act in a fixed and definite manner.

The world-outlook of Realism is:
I recognize the external world; that is something I see and can think about.

When Steiner wrote the sections he entered the world-view intuitively and wrote out of it so every word selected was out of that view. We can strive to enter the realist perspective of the chapter theme when we read the realistic section etc. This develops open-mindedness and flexibility in thinking by developing the ability to enter into the variety of outlooks.

My method of presentation of the various world conceptions has its origin in my orientation toward a spiritual intuition. It would not be necessary to have actually entered into the materialistic mode of thinking merely to theorize about the spirit. For that purpose it is sufficient simply to show all justifiable reasons against materialism and to present this mode of thought by revealing its unjustified aspects. But to effect spiritual intuition one cannot proceed in this manner. One must be capable of thinking idealistically with the idealist and materialistically with the materialist. For only thus will the faculty of the soul be awakened that can become active in spiritual intuition.
The Riddles of Philosophy, Preface to the
1923 Edition


I wonder if we can take it

I wonder if we can take it for granted that when a philosopher speaks about his ideas of freedom, he's speaking out of his own experience of his own limitations. So Steiner tells us, in 1.1, that Strauss thinks he has grasped the concept of indifferent choice, refuted it within himself, and decided that it has no bearing on the moral life. Steiner finds this to be a superficial approach. Perhaps Strauss had the experience of feeling free, morally, in spite of believing in the materialistic philosophy, and just decided to stop thinking about it at that point. (I suppose the instruction in this section could be, examine our thoughts and have the courage to follow them all the way to the end.)

Then in 1.2, Steiner presents Spencer, in a book about psychology, deriding the dogma of free will. He must have analyzed his own consciousness a lot and discovered that all his desires depended on something else. He couldn't "want whatever he wanted." This is a step forward from Strauss's position because he's taking a stand based on thought. The instruction might be, "Analyze your consciousness, and see where your desires come from."

In 1.3, Steiner gives us Spinoza, and his analogy of the rock. Whenever I read this part, I remember what Josiah Royce, an American philosopher contemporary with Steiner, had to say about Spinoza in his book of lectures, "The Spirit of Modern Philosophy." You can't read it without feeling that Spinoza was a beautiful soul. Condemned as an atheist, he retracted from society and carved out for himself a narrow, but deep, simple life as a watchmaker. His philosophy is also said to be narrow but deep.

Royce, speaking of the naturalist philosophers of the 17th century, said, "These men may be cold; for my part I find a clearness about the snowy mountain summits amongst which they live, which goes far to compensate for the hardness of the outlines of their world. That they, too, have a genuine and lofty piety to proclaim to us, I shall try to exemplify in the case of Spinoza."

And he said, "This great thinker himself was, to be sure, no universal genius in philosophy. His doctrine, compared with those that have come since, is comparatively simple, clear-cut, crystalline in its hardness and isolation, and yet, how many-sided even this crystal, how varied the impressions that it has produced on those who have seen it in different lights! Judging by some of the commentators of Spinoza, you would regard him as merely a lover of mathematical clearness and coldness of statement, as a believer in the hard and fast, eternal, but purely natural order of things. Others, on the contrary, have called him, in a phrase that has been too often repeated, "a God-intoxicated man," so that, far from being an atheist, it was the existence of nature that he in truth denied. Others have named him a mystic, a seer, a prophet; have taken, as the young Goethe took, an almost sentimental interest in him; have found his doctrine poetical and romantic. Others still have prized in him the gentle humility of life.....
"What, then, was Spinoza? The cold and merciless mathematical thinker, the remorseless fatalist that some call him; or the romantic and poetic soul, the mystic, the seer; or, finally, the saint of gracious and gentle life that others find him? In fact, Spinoza had something of all these traits in his character and in his thought." (All these quotes are from Lecture 2 in "The Spirit of Modern Philosophy".)

But here in POF, Steiner is giving only one facet of him, presenting only one idea of his that sums up the determinist point of view that flowers in later philosophies. When I hold, in my mind, the concepts that Royce gave me of Spinoza, and read the text Steiner wrote, I begin to feel the presence of this Idea as a spiritual being, the way Joel describes in his journal entry, "Comparative Mind, Anthroposophy and Spiritual Science." At least, I begin to imagine that the presence exists and that someone might be able to feel it!

Spinoza

Thanks Lori you've inspired me to go and search out more of Spinoza's life story.

I recall reading once a really good short story called "The Spinoza of Market Street" by I.B. Singer. I recall the Spinoza-like character in that rather amusing but also moving story ends up marrying an old woman somewhat reluctantly but being much happier for it, the point I recall being that he has finally become a part of life rather than just sitting in his room thinking.

Spinoza's Pesky Stone

I thought it would be easy to dismiss Spinoza's analogy that we're all like rocks being hurled through space, but it turned out not to be the case.

It's easy to say, "I'm not a stone." If a piece of a stone gets broken off, it stays broken off. If a piece of my thumb gets sliced off with a knife, it usually grows back, thanks to life processes. If a stone gets rolled down a hill, it can't pick itself up and go back up the hill again, as I can, thanks to soul processes. The life processes might heal my thumb in "a fixed and definite manner," but I can go back up the hill any number of ways. So it does seem as if thinking of some sort plays a role here that Spinoza ignores.

Does he ignore it rightfully, because we don't really think? On the outset that seems like a silly question. Of course I think, every day, about any number of different things. At least, I thought I did. But after a few days of ruminating over the idea of "riding Spinoza's stone," I grow less and less sure that the level of thinking where I'm normally engaged really makes a difference in the equation as Spinoza lays it out.

I may not be a stone, exactly, but I can sure get on the stone and go for a ride. It can be something simple, such as having that second double espresso. It can be anything that will put me on a course generally defined by an external cause: become a drug addict, betray a friend, sit around and eat junk food all day. I used to be that child who cried for milk. I was on the stone then. I used to be the bullying older sister. On the stone. Many times I ran away from something I should have faced with courage. On the stone. Many times I said and did stupid things when drinking. On the stone!

For, as Spinoza says, I was conscious of my desires but ignorant of what caused them? Is that true? Apart from being the crying infant, it's easy to point to those actions and say, I may have felt free in doing them, but the desires arose out of the parts of my personality that aren't on the side of freedom. Therefore, taking my cue from Steiner's brave soldier, scientist or diplomat, I can raise myself up to a different level of life by learning where my desires come from and exercising some control. That sounded great to me, but when I really looked at the first group of desires, something else about them became apparent.

I started to wonder about where those freedom-opposing desires come from. When the baby cries for milk, the desire must come from something divine in him that wants to preserve his life. For the bully, the desire for vengeance must be something like the urge to thrust his anger out of himself, where it's painful, and onto the world. (For the same reason that in frustration I curse.) For the coward, the law of self-preservation is stronger than the need for social approval. For the drunk, the more basic urges trump sober judgment, including the urge to get in the car and drive home so she can sleep it off. These urges all seem like various forms of self-preservation to me, and as such inescapable, and certainly not bad in themselves. Perhaps they even have a divine component, as the divine expresses itself in nature.

What is this stone that we all have to ride? Seen from a great height, such as Spinoza may have seen from, is it life itself? You get on the stone when you're born and do you ever really get off, no matter how brave, skilled, scientific or virtuous you make yourself? Is the USA like one big stone that we Americans are riding to wherever it's going to come (soon) crashing down?

What about the view close up? Every morning I wake up full of determination and say, "Today I'm going to try to stay awake inside my thinking." At the end of the day, looking back, I can count the times I remembered to do that on my fingers (or finger!) The rest of the day was just one long stone-ride, or maybe a series of them, like a bus trip with multiple transfers. Discouragement, however, doesn't seem like an impulse that's even remotely related to self-preservation, unless it's just that it lets you rest from your striving until your courage comes back.

Limited by Characterological Disposition?

With von Hartmann we seem to step more fully into the realm of ideas. An idea, or mental picture, becomes a motive for me when I adopt it as such. But first it has to arouse a desire in me.

Okay. Suppose I decide, in the abstract, to take up some kind of exercise for my health. I look around at all the options, and choose walking, because it's the simplest, and for me the most fun because I can walk and think at the same time. Other options are swimming, biking, and Yoga, but they don't arouse my desire to do them, because of my personality. It doesn't matter how many rapturous descriptions of these other forms of exercise flood over me from health books, television, or enthusiastic friends. I have to be the one to adopt the mental image of the exercise as a motive. I get to pick, so I feel free. I choose independently of external impulses.

But this doesn't really make me free, because when I turn around and look at my own personality that's doing the choosing, there are definite restrictions there. Laziness about driving to a swimming pool, incomprehension of machines such as bicycles, and distaste for the kind of mental focus Yoga requires are all part of my character. I like the phrase "characterological disposition," because it implies that my character is disposed to certain things. Why, I don't even know. It's just me, that's all, and something I don't like to do is "not me."

There are some people, on the other hand, who loathe exercise in any form. I feel so lucky not to be one of those people! The idea that exercise is good for the health, and for making us feel happy too, is everywhere in our society. But exercise-haters don't seem equipped with the right kind of characterological disposition so they could take that idea up and do something with it. It's as if that were one of the options that came with their new car, and they forgot to ask for it. So they're stuck driving around without air conditioning or whatever.

Well, that line of thought can only go so far before it stops making sense. It's like saying, you've never done something before, so you can't do it now. You can't look at your situation and decide to take one small step toward positive change, because it doesn't matter what you do with your consciousness. I suppose that if someone does decide, for the first time in her life perhaps, to permeate her potential motives with her consciousness and decide on that basis which of them to take up, the determinists would say, it's because she's been pre-programmed to start changing her life at that very moment! But they can say that about anything that happens, in magnificent hindsight!