today I read the posts on kohw (Knowledge of the Higher Worlds [1]) they seemed to spring as if from my own heart so I took the time to compose the things I had been feeling and thinking this weekend . seldom have I been as clear of thought and able to express these things as today. because of my inability on the computer they were lost to the void and not posted, anger at myself surfaced immediatly frustration came all to quickly but this time at almost the moment a realization came in the form of happiness that I had been able to be clear about my feelings and thoughts, a all to rare occurance for most people. I beleive that the clarity rather than a one time event or epiphinay is the first fruit of my intensive labor, a pat on the back for a job well done,and motivation to redouble my efforts in this direction with this group.to prepare a proper welcome for the inner knowledge that is being given to me as I grow more aware of my inner thoughts,feelings, and perceptions.

live laugh love serve        neil

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